Closure

The stale air after the rain lingers around the street as i walk back home that night. If there is rainbow after the rain i wonder how may rainbow will i see?

As i walk back that night alot of things came into my mind.. once again my heart is still missing him. I miss having him around, i miss every part of him. His wit, his sense of humor everything about him i am still missing.

I think fate likes to make spot people... feel so wrong yet so right. Sometimes i wonder why do we have to make such a choice?

It is time to move on. I bid him goodbye through sms and im getting out of this tic-a-tac kind of relations. However, he will always have a special place in my heart. Memories are what he left behind. I think about him still...

There will always comes a point where friendship has grown and has taken into another new height. But what if it doesnt goes into the next level. Both will feel stuck and hard to move on.

Actually in a relationship there is no right or wrong or who is giving more or lesser. Its really both parties complementing each other's strength and weakness working towards it.

Its my fault. I feel that its all my fault. If I have become .... maybe there is hope. But he is not God he dont look at my heart. He is still a man after all.

I dont want to explain, dont wish to hear any more...

Dont come and tell me u understand how i feel, dont come and tell me u empathsie me, dont come and tell me what i have already know. Im sick of hearing it!

Im just tired... not looking any further... just want to find a place rest and hide...