Today went to service with a heavy heart... dont know why.. drag my feet to church... after svc was with Jane queueing to pay a book at the attributes... then she saw her friend.. so being a polite me i walk away to hunt some books and try not to disturb their little conversation.. after a while i came back, jane told me that her friend thought that i was her cell grp leader!!!!!! hahaha... when i heard the remark... i was so humbled.. .... hahah... i tot jane should look like my leader instead!!! hahah..

Long forgotten the passion.. long forgotten the calling.. long forgotten it until it rings today.. i dont know la so many issues to deal with.. not really want to think of it. My own needs are not met how to meet others ppl needs? Just frustrated ... dont really know how long i am able to hold on? My rope is slippery... filled with grease... trying to hold on as long as i can.

I really wish to go away.. help..