Till Death Do Us Part...

Got to know a friend's ah ma just pass on few days ago, must have been real hard on him as she is the only source that pulls the family together. Now that she is gone, wonder what will happen to him. Kind of felt his pain and helplessness. The pain of losing someone can be very unbearable. Life is such... come today and gone tomorrow. I guess it must be odd to feel that the person that used to see someone daily pass on.. and the next day when u wake up from the sleep, you know that things are going to be different, the person you love from this day on and for the rest of the months and years to come by may not be there anymore. The only thing that goes on is time... time moves along despite of the temperature of your heart, so used to think i will never get over certain issues or person or even circumstances that come along your life... but i was wrong, time... give over a period does heals and forget..

I experience this lost years ago when my ah gong pass on infront of me... All along since young he is more like a father to me than my real father.. Death knocks at his door wating without us knowing... and it took away the person i loved most :( thats why i hated goodbyes.. departures.. i hated to go to hospitals not to say even funeral wakes... the feeling is undescrible. It draws out every emotions and strength from you..

Thats why we must go and tell our loved ones about Jesus... I want to meet them in heaven someday. No wonder God always tells us to reach the lost, go to the highways and byways... I can now understand why God says that while there is still time we have to work, while there is still a chance to tell them God loves them...