Another Half Year To Go...

Its just only the end of half year and so many things has been happening... Left a mark on July and now proceeding to August soon.

Well, i have to move on.. life goes on like what i put on my tag line on my msn. Life itself is progression, its always constant and whether you like it or not it will not deter to stop even when u are down and out. The earth will continue to revolve and there will always be a new beginning when something ends.

I have decided to put an end to our 'affair' it wasnt an easy choice i should say but i cant seems to see any future so the best thing for both of us is to let go. It was very hard ... it almost draw out all of my strength. But one thing i am certain about myself, when i have decide to let go i will not look back. God please give me strength to move on.. :) Don't know what is it going to be like in days to come... but i know for sure there will always be something new along the way. Goodbye to this 'love' of mine and welcome a new chapter.

I guess i am much stronger now if not for the past experiences i been through. I used to think that heartaches is my best constant companion but i realized that also time is the best healer ( i mean beside God).

Have you ever think that you will never get over a person for the rest of your life? And through time involvement, heartaches seems to grow lesser despite memories does linger at times, but when you reflect and look upon it, you can only smile and ever thought why are u wasting your tears and energy away for a love that is never meant to be?

It is time to get wiser Chris... i will be more careful to whom i am going to give my heart to this time...

So goodbye dear, this time i wont kiss you goodbye. Follow your dreams till you find it. Let yourself be your constant companion. After all u still chose self :)

As for me, i will be well and guess what?? And I still..... haven't found what i am looking for :)

~cheers from me mate-tees :)~