Feelings...

Tonight i feel abit melachololly ... havent been feeling this way for long. I know he is back we have exchange some smses... i wanted to see him badly, but i know what will happen next if we meet.. So i have decide to curb my longing for him? I know i will plunge in deeper if i meet him and all the months of resisting him will go washed out.

I tell myself i have to be strong, i cant let all my months of effort go to waste. Time and factor are vey vital. Its either you have met the right person at the wrong time or you are in the right time of your life but met the wrong person. For me.. i think i .... As a result im not any happier.. Every relationship matters to me, but u may not got back in return wat you have sow. Its okay.. its alright i will treat it as a part and parcel of life and move on as life progresses.

2 more months before christmas.. so many things yet to be done. However i think it has been a great year for me so far. Hope that 2009 will be a better one for all..