He Is Not Someone Meant Not To Be


12 Februray 2006, 1.00 am

Recieved a phone call last nite from him and we meet again. This time, somehow the feeling i have for him seems to changed. Maybe the decision which i have make earlier this week cause me feel this way. I have decided to move on with my life... with or without hiim. I know that sometimes the emotional attachment is there, but guess i have to manage it well and when he talks about his catholic faith... for a moment right away i know that he is not the man for me... Kinda of sad at first, thinking that he is the one ... but come to think of it.. i always tell myself, God will have a better someone for me :)

Like what Pastor Zhuang once told me before, ' When a man make a decision, the decision he make will make the men'. I have made up my mind :) and i will chose to go on ahead with God. Dont know where the road of life will lead me too.. but i know that God will be there to guide me.