My Family

Havent been home for quite awhile, i never like go home. To go back home to is like ending my freedom. Today is my dad birthday, i went to meet my sister and parents at Hougang mall for dinner..

My parents are such a simple folks... but yet a loving couple one. Love that has weathered all years and yet it kept them strong. Sometimes i really wished i can go back home and enjoy the warmth of my family... at times i think staying away will be just nice.. haha...

But anyway, we went to Han's for dinner.. I order my dad favourite fried rice, and somehow i feel good about the whole evening while i was with them, acutally i miss home. I missed my dad, how he will come and give me a pack on my back and massages me... hahaha.. he is not an expert on this and it always leave pain on my back.. but i know its a guesture for him to show me he loves me.

Actually i feel alot for my dad, on the outside, he may seems to be nice and friendly, but i know he needed God to heal him on the inside. How i wish i can just take away all the pain and despair he is feeling... Maybe man is man... they always tend to hide their feelings from their love ones. Called it ego, call it pride, but i hope he wil not hide.

My mum is more expressive, maybe being a woman she tend to voice out more vocal. In my house, my mum call shots... and my dad does the work sometimes.. and since young, i never like my mum, our views dont always meet. She is the discipline head mistress of this house.

We went shopping that sunday and my mum held on to my hand. I was happy on the inside and my heart melt... i know it i know it my mum loves me too..
But guess that the way we care for each other is different from others.

One of my resolution this year is to spend more time by visiting them more often... besides that is a place where i call home...