林忆莲 - 听说爱情回来过

在朋友那儿听说知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口

你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你我依然深爱着

在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过我我
要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过

我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着

有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中

这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你 把你放在我心中

对你的声音 你的影 你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的他
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过

Way Back Into Love ~ Music & Lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

A Story To be Told..

Once a upon a time in a land far far away, there was this little princess who always think that love can be so simple between two hearts.. While growing up she often saw how two people at different time come in together as one.. Old couples strolling down the parks, couples who look so different yet compliment each other.. All she long is to be love and to love others, it seems so easy yet so far reached for her.

As time progresses, she got herself into different kinds of relationships and thinking that maybe thats what love is all about. She even look for love in the wrong places and wrong faces.. but all she got in the end was bruises all over ...

All the more she thought her prince will come sooner... it doesnt always happen to be the way it seems.

So in order to protect herself from being harm.. this princess has decided to build an invisible wall of defence up from other man who would want to barge into her world and leave marks on her heart and harm her.. It was not easy being and wanting to be love yet holding such a strong defense of not wanting to get hurt by other man..

Many strong and mighty prince who have tried to come and wanted to invade by tearing down her wall of fences had failed as her defence is strong and up.. and just went she thought that no one can come into her world... another one appear..

He is a commoner.. not even a prince, he is princess's friend for few years.. recently he just got in touch with her. Though this commoner has a drama past and has an interesting background, princess did not look down on him yet she believe in him and his dreams, hoping that just one day, he will be get his empire back.. And after not contacting for so long, they hit off well together.

It was never her intention from start to have a relationship with him.. all she wants is his friendship as she finds him interesting and a nice. Princess can be herself with no pretense when she is with him.. happy & carefree.

But this commoner wanted to have this princess by his side to support him in whatever he do. One day, this princess recieved a V-Day card from this commoner asking her to be his.. This princess was shocked and felt flatter. This commoner wrote on this e-card saying that he will wait patiently for her to say yes...

This princess was touched by his kind and attentive guestures... times goes by... after much persistency and effort... suddenly this princess begins to feel a ripple in her still heart.. A stir has been created by this commoner and this princess heart has been wavered by him finally...

Before she knew it, she has realised that all her defences that she has built around all this while is melting down slowly.. alas.. She begin to feel something for him as each days goes and they progressing well as times evolved..

Somehow life always has a twist and bends in every story, just before they thought they can live a happily ever after in a land of happiness... something happen...

One day commoner's friend has a business venture with him and it will requires commoner alot of time and effort for it to grow.. Commoner has to decide to choose a better life for himself or forgo this budding relationship with this princess.. If he has choosen a better life, his focus will be building his empire and will not have much time with her. And he doesnt want to feel unfair to her but princess never demands much from him..

So after much thoughts.. he finally decided to go into his business venture where he hopes that he can earn alot of silver and gold.. He wanted to strike out his own and make a name for himself in the market. He doesnt want to be a commoner forever. He wanted to become a King one day to own his own empire... Princess knows it has always been his dream... so unreluntantly princess decided to let him go and they parted as friends.

Princess fought back her tears.. she fought hard not to cry... She felt sadden as it wasnt easy for her to open her heart to like another and just when her defences is down and slowly acocepting him... He chose to go back on his word and follow silver and gold. Commoner knows money cant buy love, but with money he can buy things and live comfortably he thought he can never have.

Princess is at her castle today looking out of the window... she needs a break after a long battle of sleepless night.. Thoughts running through her mind today, "you either meet the wrong timing with right man, or right man with wrong timing". Guess this time, its wrong timing maybe with the right man???

Friends percieved her as happy-go-lucky and worry free, but do they really know what she really wants? Do they really see who she is really is from the inside?

She is not angry with him, but she hopes he will be happy and successful in life to build his empire. If building empire makes him happier and more fullfilling, she is willing let him go.. who knows what will future holds? She will miss him though... :)

A man will know whether the woman will be true to him when he is broke, down and out. And woman will know whether the man will be faithful to her or not when he is rich and successful.

Once again... princess line of defense is up and strong... she will not allow anyone to enter into her world so easily this time...

Come what may... princess will fight and find her way back into love once again..

I hate goodbyes...

There are few things in life i really hate. One of them is goodbyes... recently i realise that many people around me are leaving.. A good neighbour who has stayed next door to us is leaving for India... colleague of mine leaving for Japan to pursue her passion in design.. and not long after that my dear friend whom i have know throughout these few years is leaving too..

I hate to bid goodbyes.. once used to see each other often and then out of sudden out of sight to another place to start a new beginning.. How i wish i can have a pair of wings to fly away too. Maybe its time for a retreat to my cave.. I am just tired of trying..

Life goes on whether u like it or not. And it will be those memories that will carry with me. Suddenly i think i am going to miss her much. No more singing session, high tea time, all those walks... and those quality time.. Wish you well dudette :) and i hope you will settle well and be happy.

I realise that friends that once who used to be close to you, who you used to share your hearts out seems to be out of sight... Family demands time.. people does change from time to time. Seriously there is nothing much to lookout for in friends, they come and go. And once they have reached they destinations... Friends arent so impt anymore. Maybe i will be worst off compare to them when that day comes.. But for now i know i dont expect to be the same like before, people come in and out of season.

Its just not the same anymore. If only life can be simplier..

Good nite world... Time to retreat.