What a year...

Things started to change when people have different agenda in life. I begin to ponder how come people tend to let go of things in life so lightly? Or was it me who take things seriously? I really wonder...

Looking back, 2008 was a better year than 2009. In 2008, sure there are challenges, but we stand together as one.. but when changes comes in.. couples are paired up one by one, babies are born things started to change... For once, now i realise what Dr Edwin Louis Cole said is true; One thing in life that is constant is CHANGE.

For once i feel a sense of 'lost' like a soul without a home, i am sure many of us felt this way. Its a bitter sweet feeling. I really dont know this kind of feeling seems to be so uncertain. Dont know what is going to happen next. Like what Jane mentioned on her blog... is just like God calling Abraham to step out of to the unknown. What a year to end with. But i will still walk on with HIM, despite of how i feel.

Our love for HIM should be constant :) despite the temperature of our heart. Coming a long way, sometimes i really wish to throw in the towel and leave... Yes many has left and yet to return. But for me, i will stay on because of HIM my heart has found a home no matter where HE will leads me...

I want to end this year and begin 2o10 with a positive note, pray God will bring in more quality friends. Not friends that will put you down with hurtful remarks, not friends that can only share when good times come and run when back times are around. I pray that i will have a better job, a fairer boss :) Not forgetting to clear all my exams this year :) and be able to travel to Austrialia to find my good old friend... Mrs Young... hahaha.. I guess 2010 will be exciting cos i will be more independent doing things on my own ...

I shall end this year with a positive note. Negativity drains people down. I chose not to be discourage by people's opinion. I will move on with my life... its a race that i have to run... being in a big church with a Great God i am sure there is so much more we can do. What God will not do for us? He has given us His Son :)

I really look forward with much anticipation for a better 2010 :)